Matchmaking

Dear diary,

There are 10 things in my mind about this one process called 'matchmaking'

1. Unnatural

2. Awkwardness

3. Mysterious

4. Expectation

5. Excitement

6. Support

7. Introduction

8. Boredom

9. REJECTION!

10. Falsehood

Hahaha.. Wow I've got so many words in my head but those are the first 10 came out from the keypad are all NEGATIVE! although my capacity in absorbing positivity is somewhat commendable.

ok la makcik2, uncle2 yg berkenaan, and abah and mama sekali of course.. Yuni sebenarnya malu laaaa isk2. Please spare your brain to understand me..saya segaan saya maluuu unless for any 'he' who reached the stage where I feel so comfortable and  I can declare him as friend. Whenever someone is keen to help me finding mr who, I honestly bluff in showing excitement yet I know it is unwise in doing so although bybright with age, comes wisdom (Johnny English fever :P)

Look, in this respect, I often find that the knowing process which is a must in matchmaking is tiring and it is kinda fake to reveal only the good side of yours to impress la kononnya. 

Awak.. Here is my absolute frank admission. Awak, saya ni impolite, gelak kuat.. Sy clumsy, menjahit pun senget, goreng keropok xrata, bc quran tajwid salah2, jenis2 ikan pon xknl..Left alone la jenis2 pisang, the worst part, sy still x memenuhi spesifikasi wanita muslimah..the lesser than two evils bak kata mat saleh. >.<

How easy can it be if you know this so that you can quickly come out with any decision either to proceed or leave. And another thing, I just need a sense of assurance from you. It can't be any simpler than that. But the main thing here is that.. Saya malu utk berkenalan.. Haha.. Choyyyy

Huu sedar x sedar my matchmaking story had already involved 4 different actors who are obviously not renowned. 

Plot sgt hambar dan tiada perkembangan. My fault? could be. If this were a stageplay, we are actually waiting for the rotten tomatoes to be thrown to our faces. Something to be considered by my adiks..if possible find your partner when you are still studying. Don't aim for matchmaking.. For some reasons it's complicated and troublesome. I hope the viewers can stay on their seat till the show ends. (Kruppp krapp popcorn garrett). I'm still busy looking for a diamond among the pebbles because my parents are start complaining, because I am no longer young, because it's time and because I am in the surroundings where getting married at the age below 25 is usual, not rare. Hoho I can't believe that I'm writing about this at wee hours. >.< Insya-Allah...insya-Allah.. Ada jalannya

Swaying head, shaking bum bum

Hakuna matata, what a wonderful phrase...

Hakuna matata, ain't no passing craze...

Huhh dear diary,

Luckily I have a comfortable Spongebob pillow for me to lay my head on, a blanket to cover me from the harmful world outside, an overused mat underneath to support me from falling. I am going to spit out the rotten scene of today's. It cannot be even more worst I guess. Not only the heat that continued to drain me, Mr F did it again, more explicitly this afternoon. The most that I could do is to think that he could probably have some kind of disease. There is no other option that I have to ensure my anger control toggle works effectively on its own till next week. Anyhow, it was not entirely bad after all throughout the day. As I was entering the staff room, Mr Azmi dragged his chair towards me and made me feel good by saying many teachers have been mentioning my name and saying how good I am as a substitute teacher. Plus, he said that he should give me 1 kg of beef as a sign of gratitude..(ok this sounded unusual..LOL). Another causal of ny cheeks beaming with pride was also when Puan Khamisah told the PMR students that they will surely remember Teacher Ayuni right in front of me. Additional combo would be my favourite Kak Gee and Kak Mi who have said for quite number of times that they will be thankful if I were to be posted to that school permanently. For God sake, I am so pleased for the acknowledgement which I have never expected to hear. Believe me, those beautiful words coming sincerely from their heart really help to avoid my morale from sinking further, but rather making my aim clearer which is to be instrumental in the nation's growth and development!!! hehe.. (Poyoness attacking :P)

Praise to My Greatest Creator for enabling me to do my job at best. There are  5 more days left at the school. Yeah I have made up my mind that I will not stay even if there is a chance for PPD to hire me again. No, for several reasons. For one, Tun Mahathir's word of wisdom quoted from his final speech when he was still ruling the country- "Pesan mak saya, kita kena berhenti makan ketika masih berasa sedap dgn mknn tu". Yep, while people are still loving you, show your respect towards them and then step back. Just leave them with good memory and find your own way afterwards.

It's a problem free...

Philosophy.. Hakuna matata.

 

Buddies

Dear diary,

Perhaps all of them are now travelling back to their respective place. 2 days together would never be enough, but I swear that their presence means so much to me. Thanks to Adib for being awesome that his friends will be so inclined to stick to him :P thanks to Faten for making the situation less awkward for me for being surrounded by the unknowns, those nice Melorians in particular. Macha with his hillarious analogy 'fight in relationship is like life and pernafasan' I could not imagine how my politeness gone when my laughed amplified unintentionally. He became so popular among the Kelantanese ladies for his commitment 'showcased' especially during the walimah. Lol.. Juju is also very friendly. Our second met was just like for years. He is among a pleasant surprise. And suffice for El for just being himself- handsome and cool. That's our Vicente. That was not much that we did bit we really enjoyed our laziness, talking about every little things about the past. IThanks guys for coming to Kelantan. Your visit confirms this one famous theory- absence makes heart grow fonder. Cewah.. Until we meet again friends.

So long the memory creeps

So long the value stays

Now I am laying my hand on my forehead trying to convince my heart that we Teslians are not under the same roof anymore after living together for the past 6 years.

The feeling is awful >.<

I will let you off this time my dear heart. Please be strong to accept the fact.

 

At the other corner of the world, Tazi is flying to the sacred land of Mecca, fulfilling the 5th pillar of Islam. I hope that she would enjoy the experience along the journey of becoming hajjah at a very young age. May Allah provide you with what you need the most, buddy ^^

Oh ya, not forgetting wing- mate at mrsm, Wan Amira Ruzaini aka Mia.

She has got married to a lawyer, breaking the curse of Tepaksireh in the most dramatic way ~ all the best for her as well.

First timer

Dear diary,

Finally 5th of Sept will be arriving in a moment. I hope the next 3 days gonna bring something exciting and wonderful for me and Ipi and of course to the whole school. In its simplicity, I believe this gonna be sth worth spending time for. Insya-Allah :))
Semoga slmt semuanya