Hujan Meteor

2.26 pg terjaga diri tidur-cari kunci rumah-keluar tgk langit- ... (to be continued)


Dear diary,
There is always a new beginning and things will change and this phenomenon is applicable on almost everything in the metamosphosis of life, physically and psychologically. Like this house, I used to have a big swing but now there is no more, there is no even space for a badminton match, Elleya used to carry her own diaper bag but today she has already become a sweet 10 year old girl who loves to steal my limited make up set and even worst, claiming that the  Mr Z is perfect and she would love to see him to be her new uncle. I used to look as big as baby elephant in my secondary school with 70kg plus of weight..huk2..and perhaps in 90's abah was handsome, oh wait, abah is still handsome despite the ongoing tooth enamel loss. isk3..

Perubahan..perubahan. It is an unstoppable and unavoidable phase of life which I always tend to deny in spite of the belief that the end results can be beautiful through the changes that may not always be pretty. Things will never stay the same as people will keep on going through their own colourful life transition in the process of growing up. The bottom line is, we must accept everything with smiling heart to keep smile stay on face :) Anyway, I would like to express my gratitude for the the indirect 'confession' made which I really appreciate.  I wonder what actually makes you keen to read all the rubbish I pasted here. I wonder how how a person like you who I do not know so much can be somebody who knows the inner me very well. I wonder if there is anything remain the same in the current you like the old you who I know and I miss

 :)


(continuation) Negatif. X nampak sebarang unsur meteor Perseid pon.

Yep. Contoh terbaik ialah meteor Perseid. Obses sgt >,<
Jgn percaya sgt berita Bernama.
Jgn mengharapkan kehidupan seindah drama Korea
Sadaqallah

:')

Assalamualaikum Encik or Cik diary (or unisex kah? :D)
Cerita hari ni perlu dikongsi. Memandangkan printed diary is prone to the heartless pest, i tnink it would be nice to be immortalized here. Safe, private, insya-Allah selamat je. Or maybe dgn pembaca dr Klang itu juga. (I guess I know who..u told me once kt London dulu you own a secret blog.unfair... T.T). Dengan niat utk membuka mata sesiapa shj yg stumble upon this site, Sorry rojak sikit post ni.

"You need to migrate yuni if you want to work" viki ckp
"Kelantan ni xde pape ma...org xpentingkn education.lagi excited nk raya kot dr nk hire tutor. lain la kat KL nuu. Mana ada culture tutor dtg rmh mcm org kaya2 kat sini.."saya cakap
"kak yuni masak je utk abah.hujung bulan abah bagi elaun sara diri 3,4 ratus" abah ckp

Semua quotes yg tidak memotivasikan diri menghantui 3,4 hari ni. Job offer plk mengajar Fizik form 5..the subject that I hate the most. Cuba jgk tgk balik buku tu..yes, looks like the content are all written in urdu scripts. Haremm tak faham satu apa.Xigt, x confident after a few times that I tried to remarry the Fokus U Fizik yg tebal tu. Maaf Cikgu Zainal.Ilmu cikgu bagi xlekat T.T
Suffice to say, saya blame nasib diri yg dilahirkan di  tmpt yg kurengg 'money booming'. Apatah lg bila rakan2 seprjuangan bukan main aktif menjadi guru ganti..Seriously xde cigu beranak di daerah ini selain cikgu Fizik tu?? T.T. Stress jugak dgn nature sy yg suka komitmen. Betul kata Ipi :D

Dipendekkan cerita, hari ini bermula dgn kecergasan as early as 7 am. Dapat call dr kwn yg maybe ada mutual desire untuk borak2..And I got to know about his family history yg pernah berniaga kecil kecilan which is totally out of my mind by looking at who he is today. Kat situ dah rs mcm oh wow, spirit boosting sgt...sgt. I look back at my life,,,xprnh rasa kaya but at least xprnh rs susah. Dr kecil set colour pencil Luna tu ada, maybe 12 bukan set 36, tp at least colour pencils tu xpernah xde.

Selepas itu..sy submit thesis Yanti. Tgh hari tu parents balik tunjuk beg.Sgt random mak belikan skirt sehelai,,wah terharu.Abah suruh belikan..huu TQ Abah.sgt comel.. Yup, niat nk krgkn pakaiseluar. Ladies will be nicer in skirt...sopan sikit kot. And I told myself at that moment nak let go baju Polo yg obviously pendek, x ikut sunnah n if pakai kena angkat tudung nk nampak kuda polo tu.Saya akan pakai kalau tergantung dlm almari so better benda disappear for my own good,.hajat nk jual n tup2 dtg pula seorg brother ni nk beli direct kat rmh. Semudah ABC birthday present Pompey itu berpindah pemilik for RM100 walaupun sedih thinking of hours spent pusing RL kat Gunwharf tu.sorg2 plk tu...Syukur lagi.. :)) After that, Yanti sms dgn penuh kegembiraan dgtn thesis nya yg barangkali dh berubah ke arah positif sikit. Maybe dia terus berlari2 riang ke bank untuk byr. dlm 15 minit mcm tu terus bank in. OK alhamdulillah again..

Masuk bilik, dpt sms plk dr Pusat Tusyen Wassis. Sila dtg segera mengisi borang. Kami mengalu-alukan kedatangan cik..Ommo..yes yes!! seronoknya. This gonna be my FIRST organization that I gonna work with. Sekolah tu xkira..xsabar nak register esk. 4 days without reply, alih2 ada. sapa la yg send tu, encik or cik betul2 kacak n lawa di mata sy.sumpah!

Positive meter masih menyala2 bila Yanti contact lg. Kawan dia plk rs tercabar n nak jugak her writing to be proofread. n i said fine.Pukul 6 petang tu Ipi plk tanya free tak kalau ada org nk upah proofread..Rasa nak peluk jugak Ipi,, yeyyyyyy. Pukul 9 mlm td, I gave my 100 hasil proofreading yg pertama to my parents. In fact xkesah pon duit..hoho.amik la ma 50 n abah 50.nampak muka terharu/diorg. I slowly entered my room n dr dlm pon dgr lg ma plan nk beli apa with that money..mama tanya lg betul ke nk bg ni, your effort kot//n i shout dgn macho..amik la ma..it's fine.i believe this will generate more rezeki..gelak2 sikit.

Ok, sambung2 check thesis kawan Yanti sampai pkl 2, Jenuh gk nk handle thesis yg ni..tp terus jgk sbb da jnji ini malam juga akan submit. dkt nk tido tu dpt plk email dr tuition job. satu website yg sy rs 2% je possibility ada org nak cr tutot kelate..daerah pasir puteh yg terpencil plk tu.and I finally saw this "Akak cr tutor utk anak akak. Akak dr Wangsa Maju tapi akak nak puasa kat Gong Kulim Pasir Puteh sepanjang Ramadhan. Akak xnk pelajaran anak akak ni terabai..dia mix malay chinese scottish, Harap dpt mengajar 2-3 jam sehari" Ya Allah...xsgka ada..2-3 jam sehari..sepanjang Ramadhan. What else that I want? Definitely, it is going to be great..

1. Ini rezeki Ramadhan
2. Kena yakin dgn rezeki Allah
3. Buat apa-pun kena ikhlas
4. Lapangkanlah hati parents dengan semudah-mudah cara

With so much love and affection,

I love you Allah