Sunday, July 31, 2011

fear..?yes i am

My mood is not really stable lately. Reading the previous post makes me realize one thing about my current state that contradicts 360 degree.At the moment I'm actually in such an intense feeling of fear, scared, afraid, terrified, just name it. I'm scared that Allah will call my mom to go back to Him. She's sick, her body is weak and even the specialist can't give specific answer for that. Lately, she always mentions the word death, she has the feeling that she does not have much time. My heart cries every time when I hear that. Ya Allah, please increase our life. There are many things that I want to do for ma and abah. Plans and dreams that are not yet fulfilled. Only with your compassion, this pain will reduce. Give us time, give us space, give us chance Ya Allah. It is with the presence of ma and abah that I'm living to my hearts content. I'm really2 scared.. =(

For those who are reading this, please pray for my mom and don't forget to pray for yours too. Don't stop praying. That's the least that we can do. Doesn't matter if with just a small bit, let's try our best, try to show that we care for them.There's nothing wrong about demonstrating our love to parents, truly.
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7 comments:

  1. FatenJuly 31, 2011 at 6:07 AM

    Assalamualaikum Sis.

    Be strong, be patient.

    I'm sad and shocked as well. My prayers will always be with you and your family. Please read this if you have time:

    http://genta-rasa.com/2011/07/23/andai-dia-pergi-dulu-sebelum-mu/

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  2. AyuneeJuly 31, 2011 at 9:51 AM

    Wslm faten..jzkk.
    Bila fikir balik,that's the bitter part of life.there is an end for it..takut fikirkan parents akan makin lanjut usia :')

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  3. FatenJuly 31, 2011 at 10:13 AM

    Kita sebagai anak doakan yang terbaik untuk ibu bapa di dunia dan akhirat. Bahagiakan mereka selagi mereka masih ada.

    Kita yang lagi muda ni pun taktau bila masa kita, entah2 kita yang pergi dulu.

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  4. AyuneeJuly 31, 2011 at 4:40 PM

    exactly..kena hadapi jgk nk x nk, emo smlm..sorry kalau rosakkan mood smua

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  5. hakimi yosriAugust 1, 2011 at 7:15 AM

    be strong yuni...
    sama2 kita doakan yg terbaik utk yuni n ur family..
    jgn berhenti berusaha n tawakal kpd Allah
    jadikan peluang sekarang utk yuni shows ur love sepenuhnya kpd family..
    sabar itu penting..

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  6. Adlyn FaroukAugust 1, 2011 at 10:39 AM

    InsyAllah semua pasti okay....tapi, kita pun kena siap sedia lah Yunee....tak nak la doa benda tu jadi sekarang, tapi memang akan jadi pun....doa mak Yunee cukup segalanya lah, insyAllah....sama2 kita berdoa...

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  7. AyuneeAugust 1, 2011 at 5:16 PM

    i'm so blessed to have kind friends like all of you, thanks faten, kimi, ad.,insya-Allah,doa yg sama2 tiap2 hr,hope mama akan recover..amin

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