Para-para sakura

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

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Al-kisaaaah

Scene 1 (in Ipi's room)

Time: 8.30pm

Temperature: 9degree

Humidity: 72%

[Kriukk, the door was opened, Ipi was a bit shocked, luckily she din show me a snarled look]

Ayuni: Ipi, awak join x swimming? Semua orang mcm da pegi je.Sape lagi ek yg xpnh jenguk pool tu?

Ipi: Ramai lagi kot, Ummi, Es, Geng tu xpegi

Ayuni: Saya xminat swimming xsuka.Tp semua org da join, terasa loser la plk

Ipi: Xpe2, sy xde duit so sy xkn pegi, for the time being. Haha

Ayuni: Sy xminat la nk basah2, dh la xtahu berenang pon. Ngeri kot kaki x cecah dasar kolam. Semua org da terer..aa.hbtnye.. sy against mainstream!

Scene 2 (at the lounge)

[Ipi and viki eating Indomee, Tazi is still in her prayer hijab and me drinking hot Milo]

Time: A while back,

Tazi: Fatin pandai berenang tapi so far still kat tepi2 lagi, xke deep end

Ayuni: Oh fatin pon join eh, cop sape lagi ye xpegi swimming

Tazi: Eh yuni ko ni paranoid la.Biar la pegi ke x, xde orang kesah pon

Ipi: Ntahnye.dr tadi dia dok risau

Tazi: Kadang2 heran gak ko ni paranoid sangat. Ko suka pikir benda2 yg orang xkan pikir, siap bagi term tertentu plk tu utk situasi tu.Haha.padahal xde benda pon

Viki: Betul2 viki setuju. Viki pon paranoid jugak, at times when I feel  that I had switched off the lights, I tend to go and check again. Tapi xde la macam Yuni..hehe

Ipi: Haha..risau sgt bile xikut mainstream

Viki: Betul2. I agree with both of you.. [Nodding and eating up her noodles]

Ayuni: Mane adee..[Face turning blue]

Glup.am I afflicted with paranoia? Oh no. But, maybe..erk..I am just expressing my concern towards certain things..em, yes those which are among the unnecessary. Before anything else, let me research about paranoia.

Symptom 1

"They are forever anticipating that something awful will happen, and trying to second-guess what their adversaries might do. They focus on their fears for the future, and take little account of the majority of times when the past has proved them wrong".

[78% related]

Symptom 2

"Irrationally jealous, or believe that their thoughts and actions are being controlled or monitored"

[the former doesn't make sense but the following descriptions are quite an alikeness with my self]

Ok fine, paranoid la tu. Thanks to my house mates for making me realize about this matter. Day by day I begin to know myself better as everything seems to be more transparent. Thanks Tazi Ipi n Viki.There are things about our attitude that we might not see until after someone points it out.

Anyway, this issue is quite confounding even though it is benign. The least that can be done perhaps by being more laid back and chill out. Alleviating, if not preventing it in total.

Paranoia?How could this be possible?

sobs..

Serabut weh lok