Happy birthday ma -26.4.2013
Kalau la yuni mewarisi at least 5% drpd sifat keibuan mama..ada kemungkinan yuni da bergelar puan skrg.. Eh ehe eh >.<
Mama.. Kito jupo weekend dpn
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Thursday, April 25, 2013
Goodbye kids
Dear diary
It's 4am and i'm still in the study room working on my final lesson which will not be executed because tomorrow is my final day of practicum. I just cnt imagine that my final days in smktp turn out very beautifully nearing to the final stop. For God sake, I will remember my students, the choral speaking group, my super understanding and supportive cr, my father-like principal, and the whole school. The exhausting nights and duties are paid off today when the principal rewarded us with cert of excellence service in the school throughout the 12 weeks. The surprise pot luck head by kak sofiah, and also the pk hem who never fails to make me laugh and add more calories in my body with his home made cendol. The gift from english dept, the teddies... And of course a teddy from one of my boys who seemed to admirer his teacher very much. (Terasa la hot sekejap):P.. This morning was the best, the cs team were loaded in my car like sardines and i had to drive for a few trips to bring them out, drinking barley.. What else.. Fahmi's joke, zulhelmi's over acting.. And the scene where me viki fahmi zinil and anis were in my car and i attempted to hit aliff who was walking like mak nenek.. ..memorable.. all the things..Anis najwa's laughter, faralisa, kak syahida's appreciation.. Semua lah.. Semua :') I had a perfect life as a practicum teacher, indeed. And the best part of all, now i can get my heart convinced that this career suits me best. I can officially erase my past failure of not be able to do medicine. No more doubt. I love teaching. Full stop. One final day tomorrow. See you guys!
It's 4am and i'm still in the study room working on my final lesson which will not be executed because tomorrow is my final day of practicum. I just cnt imagine that my final days in smktp turn out very beautifully nearing to the final stop. For God sake, I will remember my students, the choral speaking group, my super understanding and supportive cr, my father-like principal, and the whole school. The exhausting nights and duties are paid off today when the principal rewarded us with cert of excellence service in the school throughout the 12 weeks. The surprise pot luck head by kak sofiah, and also the pk hem who never fails to make me laugh and add more calories in my body with his home made cendol. The gift from english dept, the teddies... And of course a teddy from one of my boys who seemed to admirer his teacher very much. (Terasa la hot sekejap):P.. This morning was the best, the cs team were loaded in my car like sardines and i had to drive for a few trips to bring them out, drinking barley.. What else.. Fahmi's joke, zulhelmi's over acting.. And the scene where me viki fahmi zinil and anis were in my car and i attempted to hit aliff who was walking like mak nenek.. ..memorable.. all the things..Anis najwa's laughter, faralisa, kak syahida's appreciation.. Semua lah.. Semua :') I had a perfect life as a practicum teacher, indeed. And the best part of all, now i can get my heart convinced that this career suits me best. I can officially erase my past failure of not be able to do medicine. No more doubt. I love teaching. Full stop. One final day tomorrow. See you guys!
Friday, April 19, 2013
Sisterhood
Dear diary,
Akhirnya tercapai juga impian nk berjalan dgn Anis. My only younger sister tmpt share prob..(mcm xpernah je :P), tmpt ketawa..tmpt mengumpat adik-beradik.(ops). Yes, my only adik yg sy xsedar pertumbuhannya. 3 tahun terpisah in fact merupakan jangka masa yg boleh merenggangkan. Anis mengalami perubahan hidup, there were lots of things yg Kak Yuni xtahu, kira mcm dirahsiakan la...huhu. it's ok..I'm accepting the fact that she has so many sisters when studying in single sex boarding school, a lot of options I'd say. I cannot deny that it's hurting to think about the invisible distance. I have kakak and abang..they are all married and they have their own family to think about. Berlaku lah proses natural iaitu kerenggangan hubungan atau term yg lebih intellectual-emotional distance with her. She's 24-7 dok ngan hp, quality time ngan kak yuni da berkurangan..huhu.So, kedatangan Anis ke Jitra weekend hari tu sgt la bermakna. We were together for 3 days, went to Pasar malam, visited Thailand, jogged at the Lake, relaxed at my favourite 'mystery' spot at Kepala Batas airport, makan cendol pulut, pusing Alor Setar..best gila. And I believe that as a sister I had played my part very well to keep her safe and to make her on bus journey worth. After giving her a lift to the bus station, Iwent back to my hostel. I received a sms from Anis. "Kak Yuni, thank you for taking care of me for a few days and nights. I love you" Oh my...Seronok sgt, Allah je fhm perasaan Kak Yuni. Dik, you'll never know. Never :)
Akhirnya tercapai juga impian nk berjalan dgn Anis. My only younger sister tmpt share prob..(mcm xpernah je :P), tmpt ketawa..tmpt mengumpat adik-beradik.(ops). Yes, my only adik yg sy xsedar pertumbuhannya. 3 tahun terpisah in fact merupakan jangka masa yg boleh merenggangkan. Anis mengalami perubahan hidup, there were lots of things yg Kak Yuni xtahu, kira mcm dirahsiakan la...huhu. it's ok..I'm accepting the fact that she has so many sisters when studying in single sex boarding school, a lot of options I'd say. I cannot deny that it's hurting to think about the invisible distance. I have kakak and abang..they are all married and they have their own family to think about. Berlaku lah proses natural iaitu kerenggangan hubungan atau term yg lebih intellectual-emotional distance with her. She's 24-7 dok ngan hp, quality time ngan kak yuni da berkurangan..huhu.So, kedatangan Anis ke Jitra weekend hari tu sgt la bermakna. We were together for 3 days, went to Pasar malam, visited Thailand, jogged at the Lake, relaxed at my favourite 'mystery' spot at Kepala Batas airport, makan cendol pulut, pusing Alor Setar..best gila. And I believe that as a sister I had played my part very well to keep her safe and to make her on bus journey worth. After giving her a lift to the bus station, Iwent back to my hostel. I received a sms from Anis. "Kak Yuni, thank you for taking care of me for a few days and nights. I love you" Oh my...Seronok sgt, Allah je fhm perasaan Kak Yuni. Dik, you'll never know. Never :)
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Handkerchief please
Dear diary,
Untuk ke sekian kalinya, perasaan ini muncul lagi,, Yes, perasaan itu. Rasa loser bila target x menepati sasaran. Perasaan dpt 68, not 70 kat UoP dulu. This time? kegagalan utk menjadi calon TESLian utk merit dlm practicum tersangat la menyedihkan. Apatah lagi apabila pasangan practicum yg berkongsi supervisor berjaya dgn bergayanya. Isk isk isk..sedihnya... sedih bila rasa macam da berusaha tp x jugak Allah perkenankan...aaaaaaa.. Is my effort unseen? Aren't you able to see my hardwork too? Were my lessons too bad? The remarks given were pleasing..so?
"Mungkin bukan kat situ, rezeki Kak Yuni kat tmpt lain"..ok itu lah line ma akan ckp.So, no need to tell her, and perhaps telling her that there is such thing as merit award is unneeded too. But I want that, I always dream high and always gets frustrated for not achieving it. I want that sense of achievement. It is not about being outstanding in the midst of all eyes i have never given a damn for that. Hati sy ni yg nak..nak senyum sorg2 bwh selimut..and tepuk bahu sendiri and senyum je...Huwaaaa!!
This cheeks again need to be slapped. People's recognition is nothing to be compared with the change that you bring to your students. Ayuni, ikhlaskan lah hati..Is the effort you put just for merit? If so, the intention actually incites pity la deyy. No, it is not that. Isk isk isk this heart immediately needs to be sanitized. This is really a critical period, a critical period whereby I am actually despising myself..such a filthy..DUSH!! Rasa nak tumbuk ASUS biru ni..!! Eh tak tak..sayang je.ololo
Allahuakbar...maaf, saya hamba yg tidak bersyukur..T.T
Untuk ke sekian kalinya, perasaan ini muncul lagi,, Yes, perasaan itu. Rasa loser bila target x menepati sasaran. Perasaan dpt 68, not 70 kat UoP dulu. This time? kegagalan utk menjadi calon TESLian utk merit dlm practicum tersangat la menyedihkan. Apatah lagi apabila pasangan practicum yg berkongsi supervisor berjaya dgn bergayanya. Isk isk isk..sedihnya... sedih bila rasa macam da berusaha tp x jugak Allah perkenankan...aaaaaaa.. Is my effort unseen? Aren't you able to see my hardwork too? Were my lessons too bad? The remarks given were pleasing..so?
"Mungkin bukan kat situ, rezeki Kak Yuni kat tmpt lain"..ok itu lah line ma akan ckp.So, no need to tell her, and perhaps telling her that there is such thing as merit award is unneeded too. But I want that, I always dream high and always gets frustrated for not achieving it. I want that sense of achievement. It is not about being outstanding in the midst of all eyes i have never given a damn for that. Hati sy ni yg nak..nak senyum sorg2 bwh selimut..and tepuk bahu sendiri and senyum je...Huwaaaa!!
This cheeks again need to be slapped. People's recognition is nothing to be compared with the change that you bring to your students. Ayuni, ikhlaskan lah hati..Is the effort you put just for merit? If so, the intention actually incites pity la deyy. No, it is not that. Isk isk isk this heart immediately needs to be sanitized. This is really a critical period, a critical period whereby I am actually despising myself..such a filthy..DUSH!! Rasa nak tumbuk ASUS biru ni..!! Eh tak tak..sayang je.ololo
Allahuakbar...maaf, saya hamba yg tidak bersyukur..T.T
Sunday, April 14, 2013
Circle of Life~~ :)
Dear diary,
14.4 has arrived, bringing me back to the epic experience on the same date a year ago. I just cnt believe that the feeling remains the same when talking to my friend a while ago to recall what we did on that day. I am so grateful for knowing great people in my life. May Allah bless them, especially him. Happy Friendship Day..
~~Hakuna matata..~~
Looking up at the moonbeam,
The shine convinced me that a year has passed,
Just like a dream,
Time moves deadly fast.
No time to moan,
No time to prowl unconfinedly,
No tolerance towards enjoying life..,
Eh, no-no, never.
Treasure every moment..EVERY moment..
Thank you Allah for the past
:)
Zz
14.4 has arrived, bringing me back to the epic experience on the same date a year ago. I just cnt believe that the feeling remains the same when talking to my friend a while ago to recall what we did on that day. I am so grateful for knowing great people in my life. May Allah bless them, especially him. Happy Friendship Day..
~~Hakuna matata..~~
Looking up at the moonbeam,
The shine convinced me that a year has passed,
Just like a dream,
Time moves deadly fast.
No time to moan,
No time to prowl unconfinedly,
No tolerance towards enjoying life..,
Eh, no-no, never.
Treasure every moment..EVERY moment..
Thank you Allah for the past
:)
Zz
Friday, April 12, 2013
7 kebaikan istighfar- Ustaz Don
Teringat insiden dalam kelas 4SN tadi. The noise made by the kids cause the slimmest chance for my voice to be heard. I asked them' "members of the planetttt...istighfar kejap). They did that except for Gobind Singh in the red turban.hehe
The class became better afterwards...should i add this as the 8th secret because it actually works in class too :)
" TUJUH RAHSIA ISTIGHFAR "
~SHARING IS CARING~
❥ Istighfar adalah memohon ampun kepada ALLAH Subhanahu Wata'ala dengan kalimat:
Astaghfirullaahal'adzhiim atau dengan kalimat lain yang semakna..
Permohonan Ampun ini dilakukan dengan hati yang tulus dan diiringi dengan penyesalan atas kesalahan yang telah diperbuat serta bertekad untuk tidak mengulanginya..
Inilah 7 Rahsia Istighfar :
❥ 1 : MENDATANGKAN AMPUNAN ALLAH..
Maka aku berkata (kepada mereka) Mohon-lah ampun kepada RABB-mu sesungguhnya DIA adalah Maha Pengampun..
(QS. Nuh :10)..
❥ 2 : MENGATASI KESULITAN DAN TERBUKA NYA PINTU REZEKI
Barangsiapa beristighfar secara rutin, pasti ALLAH memberinya jalan keluar dalam kesempitan dan memberi rizki yang tiada terhingga padanya..
(HR. Abu Daud)..
❥ 3 : MENAMBAH KEKUATAN..
Dan (Hud berkata): Hai kaum-ku, mohon-lah Ampunan kepada RABB-mu lalu bertaubat-lah kepada-NYA, Niscaya DIA akan menurunkan hujan yang sangat deras dan DIA akan menambahkan kekuatan diatas kekuatan mu..
(QS. Hud :52)
❥ 4 : MEMPEROLEH BANYAK KENIKMATAN..
Dan hendak-lah kamu memohon Ampun kepada RABB-mu dan bertaubat kepada-NYA, Niscaya DIA akan memberi kenikmatan yang baik kepada-mu sampai kepada waktu yang telah di tentukan...
(QS. Hud :3)...
❥ 5 : TURUN NYA RAHMAT...
Hendak-lah kamu memohon ampun kepada ALLAH, agar kamu mendapat rahmat...
(QS. An-Naml :46)...
❥ 6 : SEBAGAI KAFARATUL MAJLIS...
Barangsiapa yang duduk dalam satu Majlis (perkumpulan orang) lalu di dalamnya banyak perkataan sia-sianya atau (perdebatan) kemudian sebelum ia bangkit dari Majlis membaca (Istighfar):
Subhaanakallahumma wa bihamdika asyhadu allaa ilaaha illa anta Astaghfiruka wa atuubu ilaih...
(Maha suci ENGKAU YAA ALLAH,dan aku memuji-MU dan aku bersaksi bahwa tiada ALLAH melainkan ENGKAU, aku memohon ampun dan bertaubat kepada-MU)...
Maka ia akan diampuni kesalahan-kesal ahan yang diperbuatnya selama di Majlis itu...(HR. Ath-Tirmidzi, Nasa'i, Ibnu Hibban, Abu Daud dan Al-Hakim)
❥ 7 : TERHINDAR DARI AZAB ALLAH...
Dan tidak-lah (pula) ALLAH akan mengadzab mereka, sedang mereka masih memohon ampun(Istighfar)
(QS. Al-Anfal :33)
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
special dedication
My dear students,
This could be the most pathetic video clip you've ever watched on youtube. T.T
This could be the most pathetic video clip you've ever watched on youtube. T.T
but trust me, I skipped 16 hours of my school break at home for this. Dah sebulan lps teacher buat.You just wait for the premier show in 2 weeks.. ^^
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