Anis

HAPPY.BIRTHDAY.ANIS!

:)

Really is a happy birthday

Adib

Adib..bkpo Adib beci Yuni? Knp perlu membenci? Whyyy...Yuni syg gila kot Adib. Bkpo Adib nk emo gini..xksian pd Yuni ko... minggu dpn birthday Yuni T.T jgn la buat Yuni sedih.tlg la jgn la ego sgt

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Dear diary,

I got the chance to discuss on slightly nice decisions for better life next year. I make promise to put myself closer to Quran, I will prepare to make the most of next year's umrah. Insha Allah by being a better Muslim, Allah will be more likely to grant my wishes.I will give more while leaving my bad habits behind. I promise to stop comparing my fate with others, I will stop hating my life, I will be more sincere when I thank my Creator. I will love myself more. I will love those who love me. That is for sure. Goodbye 2014.

Calamity

This is not a merry christmas
For the first time I feel so compassionate for others.
Kelantan was mostly underwater.
Thousands lost their homes.
This was indeed an unimaginably bad test.
Allahurabbi

Dreams come true

Dear diary,

For the first time I came to know this song when I was in Abg Edy's car, on our way to Ampang. I was stunned with the melody and lyrics. It somehow reflected what I was hoping for before I flying home. Long I sat there quietly in that gloomy evening fearing and doubting the set dreams of my own. There was a Liput gathering in Ejat's place that took up another two nights of my December getaway. I was indeed amused with at every moment with the girls. Nevertheless, I bottled up one tiny desire in my heart. There something else missing. I really really wanna see my Simba no matter what it takes, at all costs.  It has been years till I arrived to that awaited moment. Thank you Allah for fulfilling my intention although there was slim chance for me to achieve that dream since everybody else had met Simba before. Around 10pm, Nov 15, I saw the unchanged Simba when I saw its smile and its paws flying in the air, greeting me with presumably mutual great feeling. I'm glad to see that Simba is doing good. Trust me, I have never had this feeling with other occupants of this planet, and I have never met sweeter soul as Simba's. Neither near nor dear, but it involves unutterably deep magical emotion in me which makes my heart treasures Simba enormously. Your name is always in my prayer Simba. Our path crossed, events done together were countless. Lucky me.

"sometimes to grasp the utmost value of a moment is until it becomes pieces of memory"

:)

Come with me, and we will fly together
To a place, where we can love forever 
Take my hand, and we will see tomorrow 
Only joy, and no more tears or sorrow 

A love I never knew, until I found you
I promise that I do, believe that dreams come true
Miracles will be, look at you and me
heaven helped us to, believe that dreams come true

In this moment, 
filled with deep emotion hold me tight
you'll feel my true devotion

A love I never knew, until I found you
I promise that I do, believe that dreams come true
Miracles will be, look at you and me
Heaven helped us to, believe that dreams come true 
Believe that dreams come true.