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Dear diary,

Yesterday, the gems of my life, Abah and Ma left to the holy city of Mecca for umrah. Alhamdulillah, the gracious Him gave another opportunity for them to be there once again. I am so pleased when they said to me that they wanted to perform umrah. Despite the bittersweet situation that they broke the promise of bringing me there..sobs, I feel happy for them, and of course in years to come i will be asking for a rain check >.<

I witnessed how they put effort to save the money, work hard in handling the guest houses, how they jogged around the housing area of ours to gain stamina..hehe. They are in their early 60's but insha-Allah, they are physically capable of doing all the rites involved in umrah.. and ma, she is quite weak, relying on pills everyday, but she carries herself with determination and strong intention. Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah. 

Abah asked me once, Yuni nak suruh abah doa ape?? I simply replied, ape2 je yang terbaik untuk Yuni..heehe. Abah, actually I have lots of things to be requested earnestly from Allah, perhaps can you ask all of these in front of Kaabah? >,<

1. Abah and ma remain healthy

2. First class degree (I really doubt with the number of As I got so far,,,will there be hope still?) T.T

3. Being someone's mrs before the age of 27.. 1.5.2015//hehe ok berangan la setinggi everest

4. Finish my Masters study before becoming 30

5. Lose more weight...erk...uhuk2

6. To be able to memorize more surah

7. I want to be posted in considerably civilised and safe area next year

8. I want my children to have fair complexion..oh no..will that be possible?:D

9. I want to live in the UK again, for academic reason, with my own family

10. ultimately...I want to enter the garden of everlasting happiness.. syurga Adnin, adorned with pearls, dressed in silk..wahhh Subhanallah..

OK abah..this seems too much. Tolong doakan.. "my daughter Ayuni wants to be happy, in whatever way that seems best for her. Amin.. "

Take care abah..take care ma. Semoga perjalanan abah and ma diberkati-Nya. I love you more than anything in this world :)

Mi Estudiantes

Dear students, 

I hope you are doing fine today, tomorrow and the whole week after. I'll be back on the  February 24th. Don't forget the 'ang pow' that I gave you the other day. If you don't.. you mess up with a wrong person!! Watch out!! :)

Regards,

Teacher Ayuni

Hoho..bajet students tahu je blog ni kan.. I guess I miss them..ye ke..ye kot :')

Reflection

Dear diary,

Quite a lot of good things came to me since early in the morning till early morning on the next day. We had a cross country at school. Getting to know Cikgu Fadzil who is so kind and rich with good-fellowship was the kickstart of the day. Together with him and Viki, we were asked to be at the checkpoint two. Seeing all the boys among the f4 and form fivers was kinda a funny moments. Ada yg berlari ngn afro hair, shirtless la, superman t-shirt. My students came to me and shouted "teacherrrrr ayuniiii!!" followed with smile mcm budak2 miang..lol..and grabbed the rubber band. Macam2 ragam diorang nii..... ^^ Quite a number of my students managed to bring back medals as how they promised yesterday.. I am impressed...teacher kagum ni ngn kalian smuaaa!!! They all have great potentials that require somebody to enable them seeing it... I BELIEVE!!

After the prize giving ceremony..there was this nice teacher pulling my hand all of a sudden , brought me to one corner at the stage and tried to fire me with all sorts of questions about my personal life. sgt pelik... She smiled...she asked a bit of what will be my expectations for my husband.ore kelate ko gapo...when I said xde kriteria pon akak..asalkan baik...and oh good, she pat on my back and she smiled again...err is my jodoh going to appear in the nearest time? Allah akan plan segalanya.. jaga hati..jaga hati...save for him. Saya akan perbaiki diri and Allah knows when is the right moment and who is the right person. I BELIEVE...

Second, our journey back to Kelantan was fun. The personas who were responsible to make me laugh all the time of course Adib and Vdaa. Vdaa dgn teknik pangkahan and sakatan yg endless, plus adib with his laptop and lagu2 pelbagai. In fact I am so pleased that he knew quite a lot of my fav songs..Yuni..ni lagu yuni..yuni ni pon lagu yuni...haha Adib tahu laaa.. isk2 rakan bergaduh ni sweet jgk kadang2 :D
They both made great company of mine. Rasa xpnt pon although it was entirely up on me to drive them home.. x apa...jnji selamat smua... (err in fact tgh malam di hutan belantara highway timur -barat with the setting of heavy rain tu sgt scary...cuak2..) I believe I can survive with my friends around. Plus, bacalah bismillah yg besar for 7 times. Actually when the kids were sleeping, a Hilux splashed the rainwater on my car and my car actually almost kissed the back of that Hilux..ngeee...the power of remembering Allah.. I BELIEVE!!

We reached Pasir Puteh around 12 midnight...That night, when I was resting on the bed with Vdaa, came another scene from Anis...There was a birthday gift on my study table.. Tersangat lah comel.tersangatlah meaningful...isk2. Sometimes, Allah akan salurkan kegembiraan dari celahan2 yg tidak disangka-sangka...I BELIEVE.....:)

Just now I had my regular post-breakfast chat with Anis after one month of separation. A common issue touched was friendship and life, whether or not that we feel happy and contented, whether or not that we dwell on problem. I said to her, we must always be good, help people around with the utmost sincerity. Insha-Allah will repay with something greater...I has been happening so many times for me..betulll.Kak Yuni xtipuu.. ^^ I belieeeeeeeve....~~ I believe..........~~