Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Nur Ad-din

Selamat Pengantin Baru Nuruddin Abd Razab + Nik Noraini

Ripley's believe it or not, Nuruddin da kahwin!, my 'barbarian' class monitor form 1 sudah bertemu jodoh n melangkah 3 bendul tanpa terjelepuk ke tanah. Wohoho..seindah nama awak, sinarilah nur addin itu dalam rumahtangga.. comey lotey couple ni. Xsangka Nudin dah aim Nik dr Form 2 and tak penah voice out the feeling sampai la umur 24 terus ajak kahwin. Ok, sgt kacak tindakan monitor 'kesayangan' uranusian ni..
ok Nudin, tabik hormat!!
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Ok Ayuni jeles tak?
Jeles la maunya tak..sikit2 :D



Senyum sampai ke telinga




Date: 20/3/2013
Day: Wednesday
Class: Form 4B

Reflection:

There was a very tiny event but the impact on me as a practicum teacher was great. Today I conducted a speaking lesson at different place with different approach. I had arranged with the catering course teacher to use the catering room. I asked my students to do a simple cooking demo as if they have their own cooking show with 3-5 chefs per group. It turned out quite well for most of the groups.  They put effort by bringing ingredients and tried hard to show their hidden talent at the kitchen. The most important bit, they gained confidence to use English in a very supportive driving situation. Honestly, I really want to ask my students about what do they think about my lesson albeit I am quite scared to hear the discouraging views. However, I received the first remark last Wednesday that almost caused myself to skip heartbeat due to the greatest instance of joy. It was given by Nifail- the King of sleepyhead and Taqi- the King of road accident.

Taqi: Teacher
Me: Yes Taqi, go back to your class immediately..!! cepaat..
Taqi: OK teacher,,but teacher I just want to say,, best la tadi.
Me: Haa?
Taqi and Nifail: Best gila belajar English td..paling best kitorang rasa
Me: Ye ke? hehe dah hurry up/Your teacher is waiting

There was a shift in my expression, yet very subtle that they might not or actually did not notice at all. My smile became wider. My eyes communicated a sense of lifting a victor's cup...Yippie yaiyeyy
((Hurry up la korang..jgn tengok teacher melompat-lompat ni...!!))

Alhamdulillah... :) :) :)
May that be a sign that both of you will be more interested to learn English. Teacher akan buat yg terbaik on my part. Remember that your part is equally important! 


Taqi + Nifail

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Iman

Dear diary,

I went to Qassim's school yesterday to train the school drama team, to discover something unexpected. I heard the news spread by Q and Sze Ling, Iman Syafiq had an accident and was in a critical state. I told myself, no wonder Q did not look as cheerful as always. His naqib was experiencing near-death situation. God knows what was inside his heart.Before leaving the school for dinner, suddenly I heard this from Adib "Iman dah xde". Innalillah..

I met Iman at the airport once when we set our foot in the UK. The remarks about him was not quite positive. Iman ni anti perempuan ke? He did not seem to be so friendly with the girls. I had no say about him. That is the style of abg2 usrah kot.That was the way how I get myself convinced. What we know, he spread Islam and influenced some of the boys in my batch positively to be near to Islam until the world could see the difference before and after meeting Iman. I saw Q reading Quran at the Guild Hall, the way Yazid spoke to me became more polite, Islamicly sounded, and Azri..the new Azri, the totally new Azri compared to Azri that used to be my 'sayap kiri' or the 'black rooster warrior' of the Gerakan Mama Yuni in our foundation yeard.. :D Subhanallah...hebatnya Iman

And the girls actually detest him for the difference, including with the hardest heart which is not easily softened although after ages of submerging it in the ocean of dakwah. I simply cannot change my life and my surrounding totally as how Iman did successfully. The second week in Langstone, I received a fb friend request from iman which had impressed all of my friends.. Deep inside I believe that he had trust in me to contribute in the journey of dakwah..Nonetheless, Iman remained inactive in my newsfeed. I hide him and I hide my activity from him..one of the foolish action that I did...I just have no answer for that

And last night, for the first time I clicked his name only after knowing his death. Oh he never removed me from the friend list like how Qassim and Ayie did to all the girls during out second year. I almost cried to see his friends' posts on his wall. All those words were inspirational and very beautiful. How I wish that I could be remembered like that once the calling from my Creator needs to be answered. Iman mati meninggalkan iman. What a daie he was. Al Fatihah..

Friday, March 15, 2013

Shoulders needed!

Hari yg paling suwey selepas hari yang menggembirakan berlalu

1. Rakan A tiba2 tidak mahu bercakap. I said sth dgn senyuman but she replied nothing. Tempoh tidak bercakap mencecah 6 jam. or maybe 7.oh sgt stress. Yes, igt sy xde feeling kan? Terima kasih
2. Rakan B di sekolah yg jauh nun di sana meminta bantuan mengajar menari utk students. Perjalanan 45 minit. Minta datang pukul 3 and send message pukul 2.15. Khidmat masyarakat. Mereka berjanji dgn students without telling me first as if I am free all the time. Terima kasih.
3. Rakan C minta nak tgk lesson plan n nak salinan. Text dgn ayat miang...Err..Saya yg kena fotostat utk awk ke?
4. Rakan D text suruh ke bilik dia utk tgk stok kain. Text dgn smiley..Nak menjual n minta suruh jual. Kalau byr ansuran kena dahulukan duitku in advance. Asal jumpa je suruh tgk kain with smiley. Every time is about money and kain and money again
5. Rakan E meminta check thesis lg ada upah ke tidak mmg xthu

"Ayuni..nak mintak tlg sikit"- statement in kedengaran hampir 20x minggu ini
unbelievable!!
Ya Allah, I don't mind helping people,,tp knp rasa mcm a few of my friends are trespassing upon my willingness?? Xlogiknyaa
Dalam surrounding mute di bilik yg tidak diketahui asbabnya, perkara 2,3,4 terjadi dlm masa tidak kurang satu jam. Saya stress sgt T.T. Let's qiam and postulate to Allah. Lama sgt dh hilang attachment ngn Tuhan. Asyik jd hamba manusia pdhl tujuan hidup adalah sbg hamba Allah..dah lari sgt...jauh menyimpang :'(

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

No title



Dear batuan Southsea Common

Adakah kalian merindui saya? (Perasan jap)
Saya pon merindui awak semua





amat..
sangat..
gila-gila..

Panjang umur jumpa lg
If xdpt, jumpa di syurga
Batuan confirm syurga dah :)

Waiting for the daylight

Dear diary,
I am overexcited for the 'thing' that is going to happen tomorrow. Harapnya semua akan berjalan lancar. I am done with cajoling my crony for this. Haih..Anything for you lah Fifi =)

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Little white lies


This is cute in its own simplicity.
This is partly arguable
I think both are equally hard
kan?
Hehe.. yes girl you know that 'denial' is the best place for you to live in..
I'm acting cool all the times,
lama2 penat la tu..
just wait till my heart screams by and by


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AAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!