"Mintak Mak Kuih Sepotong"

Imagine that a blog is like a pet in reality, and a blogger is a pet keeper. I am very sure that people who love animals will litigate me for not taking a good care of it. I just din realize that I did not post anything last August. I ignore my blog, conceiving that there is nothing so great to be kept here. Never mind, this time I am keen to share the dialogue of my family on the first raya morning when we were asking forgiveness from each other. It was not really a teary scene, yet we were all laughing all the way listening to 'stinky mouths' at the back commenting on the sinner or trouble maker who was kissing abah and ma's hands :D

1. Abg Edy: Haih asyik sorang je bila nak berdua abe edy oii..solo sokmo. How many years has it been abe? :D
2. Abg Pizi: Ha ni huru-hara. Xyah beli kete baru lagi.. stabilise ekonomi tu..but jangok mesti maintain
3. Abe li: Sabar byk2..tayar kete haus pon xpe..tahniah kereta baru..hehe. Jaga anak bini hang
4. Kak Nor: Bila ni nak pindah rumah? Kejap raya puasa, pstu tggu Christmas..??
5. Anis: Haa..yg ni paling bermasalah.Huru hara.. Xyah dok bercintan cintun sangat.. Dpt dean list tuh dulu..

and..me?

"Haa...Yuniiii..Yang nii bila nak tunjuk kt family somebody Jangan heret mai Bangla plk.." and it was followed by a horror laugh.. Ciss!! XD

This year raya was awesome..indeed ^^

Abe Edy and Abe Pizi in action during the salam relay tradition :P

Che Su aka Anis was given power to close the session and we never asked for he role to be changed :P

The cekodoks. What else would they care? Ipad je memanjang :P

The best sister-in-laws in the entire universe.. glad to have them among us :)

All of us and the theme colour for this year is just-follow-your-heart :P

LONDON 2012

Tick tock..I am overwhelmingly excited waiting for the opening ceremony of  summer olympic 2012 within next few hours. This time Olympic seems to be so nostalgic. It is not just because it will be held in the UK, yet specifically I have been to the Stratford stadium last April. Tiny miny thing to be told to the world in the eyes of others, but for me it was like a dream comes true. 14th of April 2012, the most memorable day that I will remember forever.. ^^

Dear future husband,
 I wish that for the next Olympic in Rio de Janeiro, we can watch the whole games together. ^^

from distance that i saw u T.T

Transition

It has been a week that my feet resides in the place where I belong. Dreary days that I have so far, to be frank. Portsmouth life and the people that I left at times comes out as the topic to chat about with Ma. It is very hard to resist, at least within the weeks of doing nothing at home. This is not good. I have to admit it too. We cannot let the past cloud affects our vision because all we have to do is walk forward. Many times that I try to convince myself and never stop trying. The last 2,3 months of my life in the UK was too joyful that it turns out ruining my spirit to move on. Not just because of the satisfaction in my study, the things that happen were just in the way that I prayed for, especially to show how Portsmouth is like to Abah and Ma, drive in the UK and ... At one point I realize how Allah is being too kind to me. Alhamdulillah for not letting me down but rather giving me chance to experience precious moments with everybody whose the presence I am grateful for.


The change is I would say too drastic, worse than what I expect although I have mentally prepared since the first day that I registered in IPDA. I guess it is not only me confronting with the blues. My course mates also express the word 'rindu' in their status, portraying how their mind is still occupied reminiscing what they experienced in the UK. I am not sure how long that this so-called depression will last for. Deep inside, I know that there is no use for me to keep on thinking about the past no matter how beautiful it is, yet, being in Malaysia automatically entitles me to a lifetime responsibility. The point where I need to believe that I am almost a full-fledged adults who will soon step in a working life. It does not quite leading to peace at heart..Huhu.. I guess that my cheeks deserve painful slap, words of wisdom from a creepy looking granny, annoying siren or whatever it takes to fuel me.It is hoped that  it will never take too long since the final year awaits me calls for high commitment and devotion for success. Dear Allah, from the bottom of my small heart I am so thankful for the wonderful three years in Portsmouth. Please make me stronger and happy to lead whatever sort of life that I am gonna face in three weeks time, shower me with barakah, show me the path towards Iman..Hurm, just do not stop loving me ^^

20/6/2012- the final sunrise at the Seafront

Baki 10 hari di UK. Terasa sayang sangat dengan bumi asing ni. All the trees, all the people, the atmosphere, the friendliness of people, the comfort of its climate...sob3. It is really hard to be expressed in words. Wahai bumi UK yang akan ditinggalkan serta seisinya...saya sayaaaaang...sayaaang sangat. :)

S.I.N.G

Some words they can’t be spoken only sung
So hear a thousand voices shouting love


There’s a place, there’s a time
In this life when you sing what you are feeling
Find your feet, stand your ground
Don’t you see
Right now the world is listening to what we say


Sing it louder, sing it clearer
Knowing everyone will hear you
Make some noise, find your voice tonight
Sing it stronger, sing together
Make this moment last forever
Old and young
Shouting love tonight


To sing we’ve had a lifetime to wait
And see a thousand faces celebrate


You brought hope, you brought light
Conquered fear, it wasn’t always easy
Stood your ground, kept your faith
Don’t you see
Right now the world is listening to what we say


Sing it louder, sing it clearer
Knowing everyone will hear you
Make some noise, find your voice tonight
Sing it stronger, sing together
Make this moment last forever
Old and young
Shouting love tonight


Some words they can’t be spoken only sung
To hear a thousand voices shouting love
And light and hope


Now sing
Now sing
Now sing
Now sing


Come all and sing


Sing it louder, sing it clearer
Knowing everyone will hear you
Make some noise, find your voice tonight
Sing it stronger, sing together
Make this moment last forever
Old and young
Shouting love tonight


Hear a thousand voices shouting love

Where Is The Love

Portsmouth University Library- 11:17 pm

Saje nak update blog walaupun kerja menggunung. The mood just comes without any sign, just like the feeling of wanting to eat Malaysian food in the middle of the night. Actually I feel better because there is only one final assignment that I need to focus on. The other three are completed but not properly edited. Not to say that I feel satisfied with what I have done so far but suffice to state, the word count has been reached it makes me feel fairly relief. There are so many things loaded in my mind when I look at my friends. There is a negative wave of emotion sweeping of my lovely girls. Yes, musim cinta lara. Here and there in this library I can see, hear and sense the aura of tears because of problem occurs with their boyfriend especially in a distance relationship. Seorang di ufuk timur, seorang di ufuk barat. Hurm, I have no right to judge with my naive thought and 0% experience about love matters. Love can make you laugh. Love can make u insane. Love can lead you to do stupid things, and Love can bring you away from Allah. Semua negative..aiyak..In front of my eyes, I see people who had tasted love tend to be irrational in their action when their partner changes in an undesirable manner.Pelik tetapi benar. People said that there is a phenomenon called final year break up. Wallahualam...Dear friends, please be strong. In any relationship problems are bound to happen and it is all up to you to handle is wisely. Dah memang love is a journey, how can you expect that a long journey can be smooth all the time without any obstacles along the way? Grow up girls, be a man. Kalau jodoh ada x ke mana..Kalau xde yang kahwin 50 tahun pon akan bercerai...I am just hoping for the best to all of you, may all these bring you to the very best ending even though it is not like what your heart desires.

If I say that I don't want to be loved I might be half dead. Nak je..but it just does not happen... yet...but...erm.......huuuuuuuuuuu

Apakah yang dikarutkan oleh saya dalam page ni..? Just ignore my writing that is so ridiculous...

Fantastic 7

Hurm..recently I was engulfed by some kind of excitement to have a new 'family'. Not sure of how it was started or precisely how the bond was created. I really do not know but within this 2 months, I feel really grateful for the emergence of Fantastic 7. Happiness and appreciation towards each other is what defines us. Nothing more than that :)

kematian

Ironi..hidup ini sangat ironi. Baru je post ttg kelahiran ank saudara. tiba-tiba seluruh Pompey dikejutkan dgn pemergian ayah Oci. Tak tahu nak cakap apa, rasa lembik satu badan. Musibah Allah turunkan tanpa henti pd Teslians. 4,5 hr non-stop kmmbc Yasiin. Lagi ironi, call Vdaa time usrah tu kitorang expect merupakan kematian and rupanya Allah betul2 menjemput ayah Oci. Takziah untuk dia, semoga diberikan ketabahan.