My 2012 is now begin, after Friday the 13th.
Seronok mengenangkan 5 course works yg menentukan kualiti degree berjaya dihantar smlm
:)
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Finishing line
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Another 2 hours before I can have the last sheet of my calendar hanging. The end of the 2011 approaching so fast, as if it can't wait to see all the living things grow older. Thinking about what I did in the past, I am not really sure which part that I should be proud at, might be traveling? hurm, fair enough, nothing more than adding photos in the collections, strike a few more place names in my target list, and last but no least a lil bit of patience in handling unpredictable challenges in life. Insya-Allah, if I were to be left alone in unknown place, I would rather seek for help before shedding tears.. possibly. When it comes to taking risk, I think I had much improvement in that sense. Firmer belief that the obstacles can be faced head-on.. ^^
Truly, I really enjoyed 2011 due to so much imposing things happened not only to me, but people who are significant in my life. Stories that hurt, stories than hard to be forgotten, stories that brought about changes, all complete just like assorted candy mix. Some might have horrible taste but that's what make up a slightly more expensive pack. Not quite sure what's gonna inspire me in 2012. The most sensational moment might be the middle of next year, the moment when I have to pull my bag and leave Portsmouth forever. There's no expectation, but what comes in my prayer everyday is for my study in Portsmouth Uni to be ended successfully, then I can go back to go through the remaining bits left in Malaysia. As maturity brings more affairs, definitely, 2012 is going to lead me through complex route. One thing that we must always believe, what has been planned by Allah is always the best for us.
Another 2 hours before I can have the last sheet of my calendar hanging. The end of the 2011 approaching so fast, as if it can't wait to see all the living things grow older. Thinking about what I did in the past, I am not really sure which part that I should be proud at, might be traveling? hurm, fair enough, nothing more than adding photos in the collections, strike a few more place names in my target list, and last but no least a lil bit of patience in handling unpredictable challenges in life. Insya-Allah, if I were to be left alone in unknown place, I would rather seek for help before shedding tears.. possibly. When it comes to taking risk, I think I had much improvement in that sense. Firmer belief that the obstacles can be faced head-on.. ^^
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| Capturing the changes of sky in Portsmouth in less then 10 minutes. Subhanallah.. |
Truly, I really enjoyed 2011 due to so much imposing things happened not only to me, but people who are significant in my life. Stories that hurt, stories than hard to be forgotten, stories that brought about changes, all complete just like assorted candy mix. Some might have horrible taste but that's what make up a slightly more expensive pack. Not quite sure what's gonna inspire me in 2012. The most sensational moment might be the middle of next year, the moment when I have to pull my bag and leave Portsmouth forever. There's no expectation, but what comes in my prayer everyday is for my study in Portsmouth Uni to be ended successfully, then I can go back to go through the remaining bits left in Malaysia. As maturity brings more affairs, definitely, 2012 is going to lead me through complex route. One thing that we must always believe, what has been planned by Allah is always the best for us.
Wishing everyone a Happy New Year
Enjoy the new cycle, savour every moment,
and may the fresh transition will be a turning point for stronger iman and taqwa
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Kids Versus Adults
Last night a not-so-funny incident happened. It was all started with Miss A who took Miss B's iPhone without permission, hacked her FB account and eventually posted unnecessary stuff that you can ever imagine- cheap status such as [I'm cute, Am I cute? I feel cute, and such and such]- I wasn't quite sure because I was away from that scene. Miss B who happened to be the victim was pissed off and uttered this one sentence which I think absolutely reasonable.
"Wei xpayah la nak bergurau macam ni,,kita dah besar ok!"
Of course I have no objection about this matter. We are adults, and for that reason we have to act accordingly. It is quite hard to control our attitude at some points, sometimes we enjoy being childlike whilst others might regard is as no-no. I think this could be a good example of shibboleth- personality wise the decision of how to act is capricious. You must know your audience, time and at the same time be clever to expect certain possible outcomes. Reaction of other people is unpredictable, but we still can control ourselves, can't we? No matter what, I feel sorry for Miss A too but it's a good lesson though =_=''
Off topic !! Just had half the perfect dinner and I saw this on facebook. Uploading Krispy Kreme donut menu list on facebook when winter is about to begin can be the most evil thing that a man can ever do...!! Can somebody order 1 chocolate iced creme filled and deliver it to my room?? :D
Enjoy your winter
Don't get bigger
Don't get bigger
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Fantasy
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| Main entrance |
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| Ummi and Tazi in front of the newly launched Christmas tree |
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| night view of the Sleeping Beauty's castle |
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| Bubble snow..weeeeee |
What is so wonderful about Disneyland? It is a magical world that can turn your heart to a little child's.
I am so thankful for the pre-Christmas experience at Disneyland. If human's creation can be so beautiful, how the paradise will be like?
“Verily, the dwellers of Paradise, that Day, will be busy in joyful things” [Yaa-Seen 36:55]
Subhanallah. Not everything is perfect at Disneyland. I still experienced stressful moment for 2 hours queue time, inconsiderate smokers, insane people cutting in lines, hunger, tiresome, and so on. Plus, the ticket has the time limit. The shining lights in the park will be off at 10pm and visitors have no other choice but to go back to where they come from.
but..
In paradise, what we will have is an enjoyment that has no end.
May Allah bless us with the highest Firdaus.
Praise be to Allaah the Lord of the Worlds.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Saturday, November 12, 2011
My 11.11.11
If I could make the earth reversing its spin, I would have done so. Yesterday's date was perfect after 9.9.99. Well, it depends on how you justify the date. It could be the sequence such as 9.10.11 or 10.10.10, yet i still find this one is more meaningful. Can we request for year light saver to select nice dates and make it last for at least two days? Sometimes I just can be so silly for nothing important. Being overwhelmingly intrigued by the date, came to my mind was the dream to watch something extravagant, something that surpassing the usual events so that this date can be remembered. Fairly enough, I got a 'tender' from my friends to cook 12kg of beef for his Nasi Kerabu stall. It took 2 of my precious days, turning my house to smell like cattle ranching ares, swelling of my right hand and yellowish nails. Mama will surely be proud if she could see it. Okay, that is the end of my daging bakar business story.
Alongside all the steaks, sweat and heat, I realized that there were a few incidents that almost similar to one another. I became a third person between lovebirds at three different times which had gradually driven me to a moment of passion upon seeing their love and care. Scene 1- in my friend's room. She was extremely excited to show me an expensive make up set which was a gift from her boyfriend and he was actually in that room too. When she said "thank you sayang", her partner simply replied with a smile. Scene 2- on the street. My other friend and her boyfriend plus me as the third person were on our way back from our friend's house after delivering all the daging bakar. We were chitchatting and suddenly the marriage topic was brought up, and the boyfriend said "nak kahwin tapi ___ hok x ready..haha". The girl was just smile, perhaps with her hearts filled with colourful tulips. Scene 3- at my friend's house, my two other friends who are also in a relationship were cooking in the kitchen. The incident was when she tried to turn the fried fritters, the fat suddenly splashed to her hand, and her boyfriend who happens to be so protective by nature was panic and offered to take toothpaste to relieve the pain. In an atmosphere reminiscent of Korean dramas, I could sense their love all around in every single moment together. I know that there's no such thing as a permitted relationship before marriage in Islam. A pure relationship is totally an imagination. We all know and aware about this but I just cannot stop from sharing the happiness for my girl friends who are blessed to meet a guy who is really care of them. To be loved is a gift. It is a rahmah. Not everyone can experience it. May Allah forgive me for not feeling angry or being sensitive. Secondly, may Allah protect their relationship and make it end with marriage. Thirdly, may Allah will not bring me to a state where I have got to roll a dice and never get a chance to think twice.
Goodbye my triple elevens =)
Alongside all the steaks, sweat and heat, I realized that there were a few incidents that almost similar to one another. I became a third person between lovebirds at three different times which had gradually driven me to a moment of passion upon seeing their love and care. Scene 1- in my friend's room. She was extremely excited to show me an expensive make up set which was a gift from her boyfriend and he was actually in that room too. When she said "thank you sayang", her partner simply replied with a smile. Scene 2- on the street. My other friend and her boyfriend plus me as the third person were on our way back from our friend's house after delivering all the daging bakar. We were chitchatting and suddenly the marriage topic was brought up, and the boyfriend said "nak kahwin tapi ___ hok x ready..haha". The girl was just smile, perhaps with her hearts filled with colourful tulips. Scene 3- at my friend's house, my two other friends who are also in a relationship were cooking in the kitchen. The incident was when she tried to turn the fried fritters, the fat suddenly splashed to her hand, and her boyfriend who happens to be so protective by nature was panic and offered to take toothpaste to relieve the pain. In an atmosphere reminiscent of Korean dramas, I could sense their love all around in every single moment together. I know that there's no such thing as a permitted relationship before marriage in Islam. A pure relationship is totally an imagination. We all know and aware about this but I just cannot stop from sharing the happiness for my girl friends who are blessed to meet a guy who is really care of them. To be loved is a gift. It is a rahmah. Not everyone can experience it. May Allah forgive me for not feeling angry or being sensitive. Secondly, may Allah protect their relationship and make it end with marriage. Thirdly, may Allah will not bring me to a state where I have got to roll a dice and never get a chance to think twice.
Goodbye my triple elevens =)
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Makan budak
Monday 5.45pm- maghrib yang hening
Knock knock!!
Someone knocked at the door as I was finishing the remaining of bread pudding after breaking fast. Wait, who might the person be?at this hour? Is he someone next door? xkan lah.Aspek kerukunan ketetanggaan is never being practiced here. =D
Then I opened the door. Bismillah..
Came on the scene, these few caterpillar-stage creatures
Knock knock!!
Someone knocked at the door as I was finishing the remaining of bread pudding after breaking fast. Wait, who might the person be?at this hour? Is he someone next door? xkan lah.Aspek kerukunan ketetanggaan is never being practiced here. =D
Then I opened the door. Bismillah..
Came on the scene, these few caterpillar-stage creatures
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| Cute looking Dark Witch |
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| Daughter of Lil Red Riding Hood + Mambang Tanah |
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| Hercules's sister-in-law, Runaway Bride,..and err...the amateur Ponti Anak Remaja !!? |
Yosh!! Today is Halloween Day. How come that I don't remember? In fact I expected scarier action from those kids but they were actually too adorable. Dressed up so much like hantu setan, hantu lampor and many others of its kinds but sheepishly asking for sweets..with so much politeness. hehe. I gave some for them, but there was no intention of appeasing any spirit. It was simply because of the kids. Some of them carried a heavy plastic bag full of candies- a sign of a long walk from door to door. I guess that would be a stock for at least a week, and their parents can cut their budget for sweets supply once a year. [Even though it might have no effect because they will still need to break their piggy bank to invest on the extravagant costumes]. I was so excited in treating them sweets without realizing the rigidness, in a sense that both of my hands will pass the sweets to them. Treat!!as if it was scripted. I should have refused at least once and see how the kids will go about with their tricks to the whole house. They might prepare the tricks in advance if they are visionary enough and consider that the real world is not as lovely as they see. There are stingy people everywhere. [but I guess they might not :D]. I admire "Mat Salleh" kids because at this stage, purity and innocence comes to being- the precious qualities that will soon diminish and transform to being a stinky hangover.
To be honest, if I were 9, I would rather follow them to collect as much candies as I can, than knuckling down for all my works in such a colourless academia. Wait for me kiddos!! I'll go upstairs and get my mask!!
I had searched on Google about the status of Halloween from Islamic perspective. Not saying that to my surprise, it is Haraam. Halloween used to be Pagan festival- celebration of death. So Muslims out there, we are not supposed to participate in Halloween celebration because it is forbidden. We should cling firmly to Sunnah and distance ourselves from being a blind imitator of falsehood. Thank Allah that I am not a permanent resident in Western country because I might dress up my future children too and bring them around the neighborhood for trick or treat. Astaghfirullah...
Another things for us to reflect, why Muslims do not celebrate Halloween?.
Firstly, it is a night of evil. There's no way for us to treat Satan nicely. Satan will forever be our no 1 enemy despite anything.
Secondly, Prophet Mohammed disliked begging. Solution: BE RICH! =)
To be honest, if I were 9, I would rather follow them to collect as much candies as I can, than knuckling down for all my works in such a colourless academia. Wait for me kiddos!! I'll go upstairs and get my mask!!
I had searched on Google about the status of Halloween from Islamic perspective. Not saying that to my surprise, it is Haraam. Halloween used to be Pagan festival- celebration of death. So Muslims out there, we are not supposed to participate in Halloween celebration because it is forbidden. We should cling firmly to Sunnah and distance ourselves from being a blind imitator of falsehood. Thank Allah that I am not a permanent resident in Western country because I might dress up my future children too and bring them around the neighborhood for trick or treat. Astaghfirullah...
Another things for us to reflect, why Muslims do not celebrate Halloween?.
Firstly, it is a night of evil. There's no way for us to treat Satan nicely. Satan will forever be our no 1 enemy despite anything.
Secondly, Prophet Mohammed disliked begging. Solution: BE RICH! =)
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