Hujan Meteor

2.26 pg terjaga diri tidur-cari kunci rumah-keluar tgk langit- ... (to be continued)


Dear diary,
There is always a new beginning and things will change and this phenomenon is applicable on almost everything in the metamosphosis of life, physically and psychologically. Like this house, I used to have a big swing but now there is no more, there is no even space for a badminton match, Elleya used to carry her own diaper bag but today she has already become a sweet 10 year old girl who loves to steal my limited make up set and even worst, claiming that the  Mr Z is perfect and she would love to see him to be her new uncle. I used to look as big as baby elephant in my secondary school with 70kg plus of weight..huk2..and perhaps in 90's abah was handsome, oh wait, abah is still handsome despite the ongoing tooth enamel loss. isk3..

Perubahan..perubahan. It is an unstoppable and unavoidable phase of life which I always tend to deny in spite of the belief that the end results can be beautiful through the changes that may not always be pretty. Things will never stay the same as people will keep on going through their own colourful life transition in the process of growing up. The bottom line is, we must accept everything with smiling heart to keep smile stay on face :) Anyway, I would like to express my gratitude for the the indirect 'confession' made which I really appreciate.  I wonder what actually makes you keen to read all the rubbish I pasted here. I wonder how how a person like you who I do not know so much can be somebody who knows the inner me very well. I wonder if there is anything remain the same in the current you like the old you who I know and I miss

 :)


(continuation) Negatif. X nampak sebarang unsur meteor Perseid pon.

Yep. Contoh terbaik ialah meteor Perseid. Obses sgt >,<
Jgn percaya sgt berita Bernama.
Jgn mengharapkan kehidupan seindah drama Korea
Sadaqallah

Selamat tinggal Ramadhan

Selamat Hari Raya. Sayu je bila teringatkan Ramadhan yg berlalu. Rasa x deserve untuk celebrate raya thinking of qiamullail yang kurang beria compared ngan last year. Semoga amalan yg walaupun terhad tetap diterima Tuhan. semoga dipertemukan lagi dengan Ramadhan akan datang. Semoga family maintain bahagia, dijauhi dari musibah. Semoga lebaran ini segala plan terlaksana dengan baik. Semoga maaf yg dipohon diiringi dengan keikhlasan hati. Semoga kemaafan yg diberi juga dengan setulus hati.

Ya muhaimin
Ya muhaimin
Ya muhaimin
Allahumma ameen

Ramadhan 28.
Gembira.
Syukur.
:)

Hehe
Syoknya..

:)
:)

Boleh sambung tidur skrg :)

Supremacy

The presence of Jack and Jamie had really made my days that have not been so rosy of late. Their sunniness are like the buds with the power of dispelling gloom. I love every single days that I have to rush back from school just to be with them apart from the main agenda of teaching Jack to read while strengthening the 3Rs knowledge that had been acquired by Along (Jamie). It is far more exciting to teach them with 100% English as compared to teaching those caballeros of Form 5 who look like somebody's son-in-laws but can hardly understand even the kindergarten English instruction. Entering the third week, I am aware that I have not yet done much for Jack due to my poor ability of making him concentrate while I am teaching. Nevertheless, I could assure to his mom that he is now able to read more syllables while Jamie is becoming more comfortable with his present ability. Bless. I am fully aware that tomorrow is the final lesson with them. Hence, since as early as Sunday my mind has been 'deliberately meddled' in thinking what should I do during my final lesson with them. While invigilating PMR trial exam I cracked my head to write a simple letter to Jack. I wish that this letter will be the first letter that he will read as soon as he can. Perhaps something like "I will always be in Kelantan, make it as a point to come back again, or Raya has been done me really good, you should not give up, keep in mind that everybody looks up to you too, not only Jamie"..whatever words that can evoke positivity to Jack. However, that letter was unfinished. A few Form 2 kids were kind of terrible nuisance during the exam and they actually cut off my writing. That plan stopped there and I plan to continue it tonight since there is a plenty of time before tomorrow. Today's lesson was great too. Jack and Jamie enjoyed much the maze activities although it was ended a bit early because both of them are still wheezy after an asthma attack. We played "what is the thing game" which is their favourite routine before I leave the house everyday. Just now before leaving I took some random photos again although there will still be tomorrow. That Mak Usu started making me sad by saying "hurm lepas ni rindu la kat teacher, xde dah esok last". I guess Mak Usu is not quite right. That statement should go the other way. While driving home I thought It would be nice if I give them cookies tomorrow. After terawikh will be ok to bake simple things like cookies a giant one like those sold at UK Tesco. I know they will enjoy it much by looking at the condition of their teeth...heheeh. That sudden plan caused a sharp turn to supermarket. A perfect cookie comes from expensive and quality ingredients. Van Houten choc chips will do, insya-Allah. Owing to the limited lot, I parked the car terribly and rushed to the mart. Yeah, tonight just bake the cookies, print the final exercise sheets and a love letter to Jack and Jamie. Fortunately, I left a stick of butter out from the fridge too. Yeay. I feel so excited to see them munching my cookies tomorrow. I also want to retell about the ghost story.I know how far their mind has been influenced by my story of how a kid will turn into pocong after being 7 days in the grave if the drink the coloured water from the colour pencil dust. While I was getting ready for the kitchen war, with the Van Houten ready, I received a text from Kak Esya, "Dik, we need to go back to KL tomorrow, emergency reason. TQ so much. Please give your bank details for this week payment:)".

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Sorry keyboard for making you wet
:'(

Last 10 nights

Quoted dari Ustaz PK HEM assembly pagi semalam dengan telinga separa fokus sambil main game
  >.<
-Allah mengurniakan lailatul qadar sebab Dia consider umat Nabi Muhammad paling pendek umurnya.
-Ganjaran paling besar bulan Ramadhan ialah ibadah yang paling rare untuk dilakukan syuru' dan dhuha. Allah tidak boleh membayar ganjaran even dengan satu pelusuk dunia
-Sepanjang Ramadhan pahala sunat menjadi fardhu
-Cara berdoa yg afdhal: Asma ul Husna 3x then berdoalah banyak2. Yep, if we don't now that person takkan nak bagi hadia plk. Sama la konsepnya nak minta dengan Allah walaupun dia Al-Waliy :)

Solacing ^_^ source especially tgh2 malam 

Selamat beramal. Gear up! Madrasatu Tarbiyatu Ruhi ni beberapa hari lagi dah nak tutup untuk sesi 2013. Target saya ialah meloloskan diri untuk masuk Syurga melalui pintu ke 8- untuk org yg memejamkan mata dari perkara yg haram, beramal soleh,berbakti kepada org tua dan menyambung tali persaudaraan dan menjadi ahli Syurga Adnin yg akan dibisikkan oleh para Malaikat siap2 sebelum wafat An-Nahl:32. Berbekalkan kompas hati (iman) yang banyak kali jarumnya senget2..terpengaruh dengan magnet2 kejahilan.Memang flawed habis T.T

Taking the road

Huu susahnya nak buat keputusan. 17 Aug. Wedding cousin di hotel kat Putrajaya or wedding faizuan n Siti di Kelantan? Ya Allah.. Stress betul kalau ada 2 big events on the same day. selalu buat ala2 the Flash untuk join both, but this time memang impossible. Sepupu yg tidak rapat dan janji untuk tlg drive untuk ayah atau wedding kawan sekelas mrsm n kls sblh mrsm yg epic an get a chance to meet my college mates after spm? Last year pon I regret once in making wrong choice. The biggest dice on earth pon will never satisfy me. I choose friend this time. Macam mana nak create ayat yg plg best utk satisfy parents?? =.= aduuuh.. Nervous... Mcm mn nii..and I know I wont be entirely happy to chase for friends at te expense of letting down abah and ma. There are times in life you disappoint people you love and similarly people you love may also disappoint you. That cycle goes like that lah kot to one degree or another, inevitably. I reaaaaally2 wish that they don't mind not having me around. Hope abah can drive well to KL. Betulke ni? Feel like banging my head to the wall now

Orang baru

Dear diary,

Today's iftar took place at Kg Pulau Hilir like how it has been done for past years. As we gathered there, my closest cousin made a huge surprise which is introducing his girlfriend to the whole family. She just finished her SPM last year and this year she is concentrating on the vision of the relationship as in making one step further after another. Yup, the moment has arrived in a sense that everybody seems to move on in their life as how it should be. My friend-like cousin who is the only family member who adresses me as 'awak' is now having somebody to care more during family events. I've lost him, but that is not exactly the point. When Ipi said that she will get married soon that day also impacted me so deeply. Hello, I am a latte lover. It is said that those who prefer latte of other types of coffee-based drink is always reflective but indecisive. Lol. Something needs to be changed perhaps? Like mom said I guess I should not resist myself from getting into a serious man-woman relationship like how my cousin does. There are canals to be loosened up too. Plus, jodoh perlu diusahakan jgk. :) Haih.. Like the earth beneath my feet, that is how silent you are. Please show up soon. :)

3 ciri untuk mengenali jodoh: 3m- memahami, memaafkan, memotivasikan diri ke arah yg diredhaiNya-husnul khatimah

:)