Baki 10 hari di UK. Terasa sayang sangat dengan bumi asing ni. All the trees, all the people, the atmosphere, the friendliness of people, the comfort of its climate...sob3. It is really hard to be expressed in words. Wahai bumi UK yang akan ditinggalkan serta seisinya...saya sayaaaaang...sayaaang sangat. :)

S.I.N.G

Some words they can’t be spoken only sung
So hear a thousand voices shouting love


There’s a place, there’s a time
In this life when you sing what you are feeling
Find your feet, stand your ground
Don’t you see
Right now the world is listening to what we say


Sing it louder, sing it clearer
Knowing everyone will hear you
Make some noise, find your voice tonight
Sing it stronger, sing together
Make this moment last forever
Old and young
Shouting love tonight


To sing we’ve had a lifetime to wait
And see a thousand faces celebrate


You brought hope, you brought light
Conquered fear, it wasn’t always easy
Stood your ground, kept your faith
Don’t you see
Right now the world is listening to what we say


Sing it louder, sing it clearer
Knowing everyone will hear you
Make some noise, find your voice tonight
Sing it stronger, sing together
Make this moment last forever
Old and young
Shouting love tonight


Some words they can’t be spoken only sung
To hear a thousand voices shouting love
And light and hope


Now sing
Now sing
Now sing
Now sing


Come all and sing


Sing it louder, sing it clearer
Knowing everyone will hear you
Make some noise, find your voice tonight
Sing it stronger, sing together
Make this moment last forever
Old and young
Shouting love tonight


Hear a thousand voices shouting love

Where Is The Love

Portsmouth University Library- 11:17 pm

Saje nak update blog walaupun kerja menggunung. The mood just comes without any sign, just like the feeling of wanting to eat Malaysian food in the middle of the night. Actually I feel better because there is only one final assignment that I need to focus on. The other three are completed but not properly edited. Not to say that I feel satisfied with what I have done so far but suffice to state, the word count has been reached it makes me feel fairly relief. There are so many things loaded in my mind when I look at my friends. There is a negative wave of emotion sweeping of my lovely girls. Yes, musim cinta lara. Here and there in this library I can see, hear and sense the aura of tears because of problem occurs with their boyfriend especially in a distance relationship. Seorang di ufuk timur, seorang di ufuk barat. Hurm, I have no right to judge with my naive thought and 0% experience about love matters. Love can make you laugh. Love can make u insane. Love can lead you to do stupid things, and Love can bring you away from Allah. Semua negative..aiyak..In front of my eyes, I see people who had tasted love tend to be irrational in their action when their partner changes in an undesirable manner.Pelik tetapi benar. People said that there is a phenomenon called final year break up. Wallahualam...Dear friends, please be strong. In any relationship problems are bound to happen and it is all up to you to handle is wisely. Dah memang love is a journey, how can you expect that a long journey can be smooth all the time without any obstacles along the way? Grow up girls, be a man. Kalau jodoh ada x ke mana..Kalau xde yang kahwin 50 tahun pon akan bercerai...I am just hoping for the best to all of you, may all these bring you to the very best ending even though it is not like what your heart desires.

If I say that I don't want to be loved I might be half dead. Nak je..but it just does not happen... yet...but...erm.......huuuuuuuuuuu

Apakah yang dikarutkan oleh saya dalam page ni..? Just ignore my writing that is so ridiculous...

Fantastic 7

Hurm..recently I was engulfed by some kind of excitement to have a new 'family'. Not sure of how it was started or precisely how the bond was created. I really do not know but within this 2 months, I feel really grateful for the emergence of Fantastic 7. Happiness and appreciation towards each other is what defines us. Nothing more than that :)

kematian

Ironi..hidup ini sangat ironi. Baru je post ttg kelahiran ank saudara. tiba-tiba seluruh Pompey dikejutkan dgn pemergian ayah Oci. Tak tahu nak cakap apa, rasa lembik satu badan. Musibah Allah turunkan tanpa henti pd Teslians. 4,5 hr non-stop kmmbc Yasiin. Lagi ironi, call Vdaa time usrah tu kitorang expect merupakan kematian and rupanya Allah betul2 menjemput ayah Oci. Takziah untuk dia, semoga diberikan ketabahan.

Kahwin?

Sana sini dengar cerita kahwin. Terasa la jugak cuak tu cuma xnk tunjuk.hihi. before kahwin attending pre-course wed is an obligation. I always imagine myself and my Mr Right registering for the similar course together, following the session together, doing everything together, glance at each other, plus senyum2 kambing..auww :D. Nevertheless, as always Allah will not give what you want but something that is more terrific :D yes, I'm not only taking the course, I'm hosting it-19th of May in Southampton together with the best crew on earth- oci el tyah vdaa mol haziq hanis adib sanak akmar sze ling. Boleh la cerita kat anak cucu jugak. Ok, so many stories piling up. Semoga Allah pnjgkn umur untuk sampai stage tu, or at least biarlah hamba-Mu ini merasa alam rumahtangga jgk. Amin

Cerita malam raya Part 2

Alright, I should minimize my dear compare Microsoft Word, This story by any chance should be finished sebelum raya Easter ni habis :D ok. From what I am able to recall, the following scene was mendindingkan bilik. Luckily we have Tiah who knows a bit about protecting our room. Kata ustaz tyah kat sekolah tu let the 'other things' know about our presence is bye calling the adhan, so she did that in every room, facing the Qiblah. Scary and spooky sangat time tu. We were all girls who knew nothing about dealing with makhluk yg invi ni. huuhu. The next step we did, baca surah al-ikhlas di 7 corner of the house. Dgn keadaan sspace yg limited tu berdirilah semua kwn2 utk tlg bacakan. Terasa indahnya ukhwah time tu. Satu perasaan yang x tergambar since u have ho access for help, the only person whom you can rely upon is ur friend after Allah. Usaha untuk menenangkan tuan rumah yg still phobia diteruskan. I tried my hardes, used all the proper words to convince them that things gonna be fine. xde apee xde apee..it wasn't easy, indeed. Even harder than catching the baby mouse in my house weeks before.

We were about to leave the house. Suddenly one of the girls in that house said that she could not bare with strange heat, she cried outside the house. Proses ritual bermula, thank God her aunt from Malaysia has extra hidden 'knowledge', she recited a few Surahs at their ears, then they screamed for a few times. Rasa nak menangis, and that was not merely a 'rasa'.. I cried devastatingly.

"Tolong buang rantai putih dalam bilik..pergi amik atas rak dlm kotak!!"

At that moment I began to know what might be the cause of such disturbance. My friends brought out a few creepy stuffs that had been purchased from car boot sale. A few old drawings, candle holders, the antique stuffs that one might be eager to keep, especially the non-natives like us. We helped them to throw all the stuffs away. Rasanya everyone learned a very good lesson on that day. Be extra cautious bila beli barang. Don't simply beli je brg purba because we don't know what it had been used for. Susahnya... T.T

"Candle holder ni dulu digunakan time upacara kematian" the Aunty said at the time when they are in my hands..gulp!

Hantu org putih..ok x cool langsung.

Ya Allah lindungi kami

Cerita malam raya Part 1

Satu hari di hari Easter..if I were to survey all the houses around Sommerstown, I might have found dedicated mothers preparing Hot Cross Bun for Easter today. Hudsoners girls macam biasa, tabah menghadapi kekejaman dunia dengan lambakan kerja. Kadang-kadang mood swing, kemalasan and kerajinan emerged interchangeably. Around 6 pm we our weekly usrah started. Fifi as the chairperson covered tafsir al-Alaq. As the first session was about to end, we were shocked by an undesirable call from Vdaa
"Korang usrah ke? tolong datang ke rmh V, bawak Yasiin.cepat!!"
That moment was worst, because we were not explained clearly on why there was a yasiin recitation session. Could it be somebody died or nearly or..nauzubillah. Kitorang pon terus bergegas ke King street with 1001 questions longing to be answered. Sakit jantung Tuhan je tahu. Me Tazi Ipi Fifi madly walked to that house. As soon as we arrived there, I sensed that everything appeared to be calm, I looked around at every corner. Dapur..checked Loung checked here and there checked. Looks fine. But wait, look at her housemate's teary eyes! OK something wrong is happening. What is it?? Tell me...!
"Rumah kitorang ada something. Semua orang da bgthu experience masing2. V nampak ada 'something' ketuk tingkap, kena hempap, nampak bayangan budak perempuan" That word..'something' that I was pretty sure it had burst forth everybody in the four walls who heard it. I pretended to be steady and firm padahal
Ya Allah Ya Allah, rasa nak tumbang. How could it possibly be, bilik V tingkap 2 kot..anak jiran mana yg nak mengetuk tingkap tu?? ah sudahhh
Everybody looked at each others' faces, back and forth..eyes were flickering..


ok penat dah..sambung type dissertation jap :P