Nur Ad-din

Selamat Pengantin Baru Nuruddin Abd Razab + Nik Noraini

Ripley's believe it or not, Nuruddin da kahwin!, my 'barbarian' class monitor form 1 sudah bertemu jodoh n melangkah 3 bendul tanpa terjelepuk ke tanah. Wohoho..seindah nama awak, sinarilah nur addin itu dalam rumahtangga.. comey lotey couple ni. Xsangka Nudin dah aim Nik dr Form 2 and tak penah voice out the feeling sampai la umur 24 terus ajak kahwin. Ok, sgt kacak tindakan monitor 'kesayangan' uranusian ni..

ok Nudin, tabik hormat!!

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Ok Ayuni jeles tak?

Jeles la maunya tak..sikit2 :D

Senyum sampai ke telinga

Date: 20/3/2013

Day: Wednesday

Class: Form 4B

Reflection:

There was a very tiny event but the impact on me as a practicum teacher was great. Today I conducted a speaking lesson at different place with different approach. I had arranged with the catering course teacher to use the catering room. I asked my students to do a simple cooking demo as if they have their own cooking show with 3-5 chefs per group. It turned out quite well for most of the groups.  They put effort by bringing ingredients and tried hard to show their hidden talent at the kitchen. The most important bit, they gained confidence to use English in a very supportive driving situation. Honestly, I really want to ask my students about what do they think about my lesson albeit I am quite scared to hear the discouraging views. However, I received the first remark last Wednesday that almost caused myself to skip heartbeat due to the greatest instance of joy. It was given by Nifail- the King of sleepyhead and Taqi- the King of road accident.

Taqi: Teacher

Me: Yes Taqi, go back to your class immediately..!! cepaat..

Taqi: OK teacher,,but teacher I just want to say,, best la tadi.

Me: Haa?

Taqi and Nifail: Best gila belajar English td..paling best kitorang rasa

Me: Ye ke? hehe dah hurry up/Your teacher is waiting

There was a shift in my expression, yet very subtle that they might not or actually did not notice at all. My smile became wider. My eyes communicated a sense of lifting a victor's cup...Yippie yaiyeyy

((Hurry up la korang..jgn tengok teacher melompat-lompat ni...!!))

Alhamdulillah... :) :) :)

May that be a sign that both of you will be more interested to learn English. Teacher akan buat yg terbaik on my part. Remember that your part is equally important! 

Taqi + Nifail

Iman

Dear diary,

I went to Qassim's school yesterday to train the school drama team, to discover something unexpected. I heard the news spread by Q and Sze Ling, Iman Syafiq had an accident and was in a critical state. I told myself, no wonder Q did not look as cheerful as always. His naqib was experiencing near-death situation. God knows what was inside his heart.Before leaving the school for dinner, suddenly I heard this from Adib "Iman dah xde". Innalillah..

I met Iman at the airport once when we set our foot in the UK. The remarks about him was not quite positive. Iman ni anti perempuan ke? He did not seem to be so friendly with the girls. I had no say about him. That is the style of abg2 usrah kot.That was the way how I get myself convinced. What we know, he spread Islam and influenced some of the boys in my batch positively to be near to Islam until the world could see the difference before and after meeting Iman. I saw Q reading Quran at the Guild Hall, the way Yazid spoke to me became more polite, Islamicly sounded, and Azri..the new Azri, the totally new Azri compared to Azri that used to be my 'sayap kiri' or the 'black rooster warrior' of the Gerakan Mama Yuni in our foundation yeard.. :D Subhanallah...hebatnya Iman

And the girls actually detest him for the difference, including with the hardest heart which is not easily softened although after ages of submerging it in the ocean of dakwah. I simply cannot change my life and my surrounding totally as how Iman did successfully. The second week in Langstone, I received a fb friend request from iman which had impressed all of my friends.. Deep inside I believe that he had trust in me to contribute in the journey of dakwah..Nonetheless, Iman remained inactive in my newsfeed. I hide him and I hide my activity from him..one of the foolish action that I did...I just have no answer for that

And last night, for the first time I clicked his name only after knowing his death. Oh he never removed me from the friend list like how Qassim and Ayie did to all the girls during out second year. I almost cried to see his friends' posts on his wall. All those words were inspirational and very beautiful. How I wish that I could be remembered like that once the calling from my Creator needs to be answered. Iman mati meninggalkan iman. What a daie he was. Al Fatihah..

Shoulders needed!

Hari yg paling suwey selepas hari yang menggembirakan berlalu

1. Rakan A tiba2 tidak mahu bercakap. I said sth dgn senyuman but she replied nothing. Tempoh tidak bercakap mencecah 6 jam. or maybe 7.oh sgt stress. Yes, igt sy xde feeling kan? Terima kasih
2. Rakan B di sekolah yg jauh nun di sana meminta bantuan mengajar menari utk students. Perjalanan 45 minit. Minta datang pukul 3 and send message pukul 2.15. Khidmat masyarakat. Mereka berjanji dgn students without telling me first as if I am free all the time. Terima kasih.
3. Rakan C minta nak tgk lesson plan n nak salinan. Text dgn ayat miang...Err..Saya yg kena fotostat utk awk ke?
4. Rakan D text suruh ke bilik dia utk tgk stok kain. Text dgn smiley..Nak menjual n minta suruh jual. Kalau byr ansuran kena dahulukan duitku in advance. Asal jumpa je suruh tgk kain with smiley. Every time is about money and kain and money again
5. Rakan E meminta check thesis lg ada upah ke tidak mmg xthu

"Ayuni..nak mintak tlg sikit"- statement in kedengaran hampir 20x minggu ini
unbelievable!!
Ya Allah, I don't mind helping people,,tp knp rasa mcm a few of my friends are trespassing upon my willingness?? Xlogiknyaa
Dalam surrounding mute di bilik yg tidak diketahui asbabnya, perkara 2,3,4 terjadi dlm masa tidak kurang satu jam. Saya stress sgt T.T. Let's qiam and postulate to Allah. Lama sgt dh hilang attachment ngn Tuhan. Asyik jd hamba manusia pdhl tujuan hidup adalah sbg hamba Allah..dah lari sgt...jauh menyimpang :'(

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Dear batuan Southsea Common

Adakah kalian merindui saya? (Perasan jap)
Saya pon merindui awak semua





amat..
sangat..
gila-gila..

Panjang umur jumpa lg
If xdpt, jumpa di syurga
Batuan confirm syurga dah :)

Waiting for the daylight

Dear diary,
I am overexcited for the 'thing' that is going to happen tomorrow. Harapnya semua akan berjalan lancar. I am done with cajoling my crony for this. Haih..Anything for you lah Fifi =)

Little white lies

This is cute in its own simplicity.

This is partly arguable

I think both are equally hard

kan?

Hehe.. yes girl you know that 'denial' is the best place for you to live in..

I'm acting cool all the times,

lama2 penat la tu..

just wait till my heart screams by and by

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2

1

AAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!

The power of instinct

Dear diary,

Karnival Siswa IPDA datang lagi!! (Err pernah ada ke selama ni? :P). The 10-day event actually began with a nasheed concert- it reminds me of the UNIC concert trip that I had organized with Kak Cheq during our second week in MRSM PC (that was so cool Kak Cheq, we were just came to maktab, and had not been to all buildings yet in the campus, da pandai2 nak organize trip gara2 minat unic).

Only Allah knows how I was terrified with the practicum workload- lesson preparation and observation from a very particular supervisor like Madam Ranjini. While enduring the routine of preparing teaching materials, Tazi  or specifically the evil Tazi informed us about Nazrey who had already arrived at the hall.. Eh? Erm.. Ala.. Nazrey je pon. I continued typing my work half- heartedly.

Soon after that, I press the final button on the keyboard, hibernated my Asus, approached my wardrobe to grab blouse and tudung. Eh? Eh? What am I doing? Within a few minutes, I walked alone along the dark pedestrian.. Thrill la sgt..

To cut it short, I had a great time watching the performances. The best part was actually giving donation to Nazrey's project to build a tahfiz school in Sabah. That is actually the reason why he chose to quit from Raihan. While  taking his autograph, I said to Nazrey, "Ustaz, saya baca komik Kawan darjah 1 dulu. Dia tulis ustaz dulu kalau tine solat ustaz buat sakit perut". His reaction was- a true from heart ha ha ha plus nodding. It satisfied me.. Yes! Nazrey gelak..Ha ha ha :D

Well, how dows this can be linked to the title of this entry?
Actually my heart spoke to me right before Allah allowed the smooth idea flowing from my brain for the students' material. "There must be a good reason why I was made aware about the concert through Tazi" yang penting, niat kena baik.. Insya-Allah.. :)

Well, when Allah gives, it's a gift. When Allah witholds, that too is a gift" -Dr Umar

Tido jom!

Zzz

Iman adalah mutiara!!

Eh!

Zzz

Vdaa oh Vdaa

Dear diary,
I just want to say that I feel so happy and grateful for the girl on my right. She is a big fan of Helliza and Allah is so great for realizing her dreams to meet Helliza in person. Helliza is coming to IPDA and Vdaa is the person who is responsible to be her PA for two days. It is not about meeting a celebrity is the message I want to put across, but the passion she has and her great effort to fulfill the dream. If we want something, keep on praying and of course, once it is within our reach, just grab the opportunity!!


P/S: Vdaa, Yuni happy sgt utk Vdaa ^^

People pleaser-

Dear diary,

These few days I keep on searching for any article regarding personality that can best describe me. I simply want to know if there is any term that can clearly conclude my attitude which sometimes I myself am not able to comprehend. At last, I came across this term-people pleaser. It is said that people pleaser is a person who wants everyone around him to be happy and he will do whatever is asked of him to.. wohoo, pretty much close to my feeling.. :D I am not sure whether this kind of attitude is exceptionally and entirely positive or not. I can say that saying yes is more to an addiction if that can contribute to someone else's life. I will always try my best to help people, or at least justify so that they will not get upset. The researcher who wrote that article explains further that a people pleaser risk himself because essentially he can get enervated for doing too much and perhaps due to the inner incapability of thinking too much and overload because of the possibility that you can't do everything..
Well, now I am planning for Fifi's bachelorette night at Darulaman Regency Hotel, this perhaps to make up for our non attendance..do the bookings, gearing the girls who are partly not so eager to discuss..Yeah, I am quite upset for not being able to attend Fifi's wedding, quiet upset for not having friends who are willing to sacrifice for her. I know I have no right to feel bad for others..I know that in life we need to know how to prioritise things, certain thing is not worth the sacrifice...uhuhu... It is just that I think Fifi's big day is supposed to be a compulsory thing and she must be happy if her friends are with her on that day.. Ya Allah, why must I think too much? OK, this is an indisputable proof..
Ayuni,,wake up!! You are such a fool people pleaser..!! dah laaa!! T,T